Heart on a Hook, Thrown Out to the Sea.

Sometimes I really just do not understand the universe. I seriously feel so sick right now. It's a collaborations of bad dreams, secret fears, and everything I've ever been trying to avoid. I just turn into a wreck sometimes. I don't understand it. I mean, this is just high school, why is everything so important? Like, maybe no one will care after this. Maybe this is the best part of my life and it sucks. 

It seems like no one ever means what they say. No matter how important it may be to anyone. Why is sincerity so difficult? And how come everything horrible seems to come at once? I don't even know what to say to anyone. 

Oh, and if you have a chance, take a look at the last postsecret on postsecrets.com this week. It was pretty much my breaking point of the day.

I really shouldn't post blogs when I'm upset.

It's dumb.