There's something about hearing a song for the first time that is really wonderful. It's like drinking really cold water on a hot day or seeing someone for the first time in a while. Not really knowing what you're getting into. It's good. Really good.
Nothing even matters anymore. I'm putting all my things in boxes to paint my room, and I'm making little changes and keeping my mind open. I feel like this could be the start of good things. Because maybe I still sleep with a night light and have a whole lot more sarcasm than necessary, but I'm trying, which is more than I can say for a whole lot of other people. Like you.
And just for the record, if it was me, I'd put my friends before my relationship. Because friends are the people who are supposed to be there forever, right? And just because I'm going to be here for you always, doesn't mean it's okay to blow me off and neglect me.
PS; I don't even think I'm excited for Warped Tour anymore. I think I might just go alone, honestly. I don't wanna play stupid games with anyone. I'm going to that for myself, and no one else. Sorry, universe.
Sorry this is really jumping around and things. Don't take this the wrong way, but odds are, this isn't even directed at you.


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