Nevermind.

How do you get what you want if you're pretty sure you can't have it? It's scary. When you want something so much you'll do anything for it. If you want something so much, it's scary. Not to be confused with lust. Just wanting something so bad that if at any moment you had a chance for it, you'd jump on it no matter what. When time isn't even a sense anymore, you'll do anything to get what you want. And nothing can make you think you want it any less. As though life could end without it. And you can't forget it. It's a crazy burning desire inside of you that you can't let go of. Ever. 

This is too much crazy for one entry.

Don't mind me.